Oh, BILLY! I’M SCARED!
I don’t want to go to school. At all. I just want to have a job that I enjoy and live somewhere that’s good for me. There is nothing left for me in Davenport. My best friend is moving, I really do not enjoy my job, I’m not seeing anyone, I live at home… At least last year I had an apartment, my BFF was around and I was seeing someone. Granted.. my apartment was shitty and Tk and I fought a lot, and my boyfriend was, well, kind of temporary. But, I at least loved my job. Now, there’s nothing left.
I don’t want to go to school. At all. But Columbia is a chance for me to get the hell outta dodge. I just want to have everything without having to deal with the stress of getting there. Hey, that’s reasonable!
I sent my housing application today.. hopefully I get something spectacular. And hopefully grants will cover the cost!
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hey, lady. let’s not romanticize last year. it wasn’t great. and i don’t want to go to school either. hell, i don’t really want to move. not physically, anyway. but i can’t stay here and see my parents wondering every day: what am i doing to make my life? and nate won’t even be here. and i’m at a loss, so i thought a change of venue would work. i hope it does. and i am really trying not to be so selfish as to guilt you into moving with me. (but i wish you would, so there : p ) i hope financial aid covers everything, too! this comment got really weird and emotional. i apologize. maybe don’t post it. LoL Aaaaaand, you’re gay