GETTING CLOSER

I feel like I’m in a constant fight. I’m so tired. As long as I keep looking forward I should be OK, but if I could just get out of my own head for awhile I would be so much better. I feel trapped in here! The thing is, I try to be a good person outwardly, but it’s not always the same way in my head.

The negative thoughts haven’t subsided. Don’t get me wrong, it’s getting better, but it’s hard to contain sometimes. There are certain thoughts that I just want to scream sometimes, but I know that I can’t.

Like I said though, things are getting better. The negativity is more under control, but is still present. But I’m getting there.

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  1. Comment by tizzle kizzle on May 30, 2008 6:26 am

    hey, lady. take note: you can always scream whatever at me. i think we’re beyond the point of me being able to decide not to be your friend anymore. and just, don’t think about it. ; }) heart you, doll.

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