WANNA BE WITH YOU EVERYWHERE

I just have to come out and say it. I know it’s going to upset many people around me.

In my 20 years of life, I have been in love. A few times. But I’ve found someone that I think I could truly spend the rest of my life with. He is a funny, beautiful, talented, sweet, kind man. And I have given him my whole heart. I am able to go my entire day without once thinking “Gah! I hate this guy!” or “What a douche!”. Well, that’s not entirely true. I do think he’s a douche, but in a good and funny way. I cannot imagine my life without him. He makes me laugh. He makes me smile. He makes me cry. He makes me want to do things with my life. I love him.

His name is Kyle…. Riabko. And I adore him. It’s impossible for me to go an entire day without thinking of him. I have thought of him a hundred times a day since I met him back in April. I love everything about him.. from his goofy hair, to his motivator Bruiser.

The intensity of this love, however, poses a problem. It’s nearly impossible for me to get in touch with him. I can only hope that when the SK6ers come to Ames, he will accompany them, and I will then be able to profess my undying affection for him. I suppose he must understand my frustration… I know that he has undying love for a woman named Amanda… Bynes. But this isn’t a love I’m jealous of. Amanda is an amazing woman! Funny and smart and beautiful! And if I must come second in his life, then so be it. I believe that only someone who is completely devoted would be so accepting of this fact.

I have never been one to write poetry, but I have tried in this case. I’ve written line after line, and yet, I have not been able to find the words to accurately describe my affection.

So, Kyle, if you’re out there… just know I understand. And while I adore you so infinitely, I am willing to be second best.

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4 Comments

  1. Comment by Josh on July 15, 2008 3:12 am

    Really, Hannah - You don’t have to give me an alternate name to keep my identity a secret from your readers. It’s no big deal.

  2. Comment by Marci on July 15, 2008 5:33 am

    And that’s how it will be.. and you’ll have an understanding.

    I fully support this, just FYI. Also, bee tee double-you, he’s smokin’ hott. Jeez…. louise.

  3. Comment by tizzle kizzle on July 15, 2008 5:49 am

    hannah, isn’t it adorable that josh thinks that if you are talking about a man with goofy hair, then you must mean him?? ;) like he cornered the market on it! psht! I do think that he will fall at your feet when you explain how understanding and devoted you are, though. which is perfect, because, i assume, by that time, i will have won the affections of Boots, and we will have forever secured our positions as the gayest BF couples of all time!!!

  4. Comment by tizzle kizzle on July 15, 2008 9:07 pm

    p.s. pssst! thanks for my new layout. i heart it. me gusta!

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