PALE AND MILD, A MODERN GIRL
For those of you are come in direct contact with me on a daily basis, I just wanted to apologize. I haven’t been myself lately. I’m trying to get it under control, but it’s proving to be a bit harder than I had hoped. It’s kind of weird this time, actually. Usually, something sets me off to make me feel this way. Either family stuff or friend stuff or stuff stuff, but this time it seems to be none of those things.
Actually, things are much, much better right now than they were this time last year. I’m settled into an apartment with good friends, I’m doing better in my job than I was last year, for the most part, I’ve got my emotions more in check, and, get this, I’ve actually made friends. I know, weird, right? I can’t believe it either sometimes.
So, all in all, things are going great. Except they don’t feel so great. I’m pretty sure I know what changes need to be made in order for me to feel better, but, as you all know, I don’t always do so hot with change. So, in the mean time, I’m trying. Also (directed mostly at mom, dad and tk), there’s no need to worry. This isn’t like it was last year, and I’m doing everything in my power to make sure it doesn’t turn into that.

October 10th, 2009 at 5:04 pm
so, what’s up, sugar? and what’s the plan?